Uncertain.... a new lifestyle?

A journal is good to keep track of the crazy thoughts we have through the day.

Today was fine, just fine... Tomorrow is Mother's Day in Mexico so

I didn't know what to give to my mom,

After a lot of thinking I decided .... Shoes

Also during the shopping I found a beautiful pair of sandals that I loved...(I loved more the price)

Uncertain, wow my life is getting a lot, around that word.......

I am studying at a small city, El Paso TX... 

Actually I'm from Ciudad Juarez, both cities are border so is not that different, just the countries names.

Even though I decided to study in U.S.A. to get a great education and make possible my dreams of become a

great environmentalist. It is strange, I have been at EPCC (my college) for almost 2 years, at the begging I decided to stay only 2 years to later transfer to a bigger university at Texas. 

Here I'm, 2 years after, accepted at UT Austin, Texas A&M, Baylor University, & St. Edward's University waiting to know what to do....

I really want to have that experience, I really do; however I do not want to get the debt, a big one.

I'm considering to stay at UTEP, the university here at El Paso... still I know being on a bigger university is a great opportunity to success and learn with more resources.

I know that any way that I choose is going to be uncertain.

I can make my own destiny; still I know there are things that make the difference.

 peace :]